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Hi, my name is born2bcra
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| Created: 2005-06-24 17:16:48 |
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you asked me to forget you,
how can i do that,
im in to deep,
to get out the trap,
of the pain that you seek,
i will never forget,
why dont you take a bet,
i will never ever lose out,
even when you pout,
i love you so much,
your there, but never touched,
when you harm,
drawing lines on your arm,
i try to help,
but you jus tel me to forget,
whilst your life melts,
away from my net,
i am safety,
i am safe,
i will never hurt you,
i will try to be true,
i will never give you no pa.in,
only make you lose it not ga.in,
i'm here and im real,
i'm here so tell me what you feel,
dont ever forget,
that i have been through the same,
i have been through so much pa.in,
and just felt to lame,
to carry on with this world,
but for my sake please and yours,
please stay in the swirl that makes this world,
please babes,
for me,
look im shaking,
dont make me see,
let the pain your making,
go away,
stop making yourself pay,
please i no its inside you,
but cutting it out,
doesnt help,
please for me and everone else,
just always be yourself!
defete all the pain,
tell it never again,
to come back,
your worth a lot,
you shouldnt treat yourself,
like tack .........
( this is a poem to one of my mates he really is feeling these things and he realli does feel like he'z scr.e.w.ed up here is one of his poems that he wrote ..................)
plastecine
plastesine
what a substence!
as i cut through my plastecine
cut cut cut
slice its soft surface
to reveal its underneath
i break the surface
surface of my mind
with dark thoughts
in my empty, emotionless head
i slice slice slice
deeper
deeper
deeper
as the unborn fe.otus
that is my brain
develops, into something i ha.te
i ha.te with all of my heart
my broken, unfixable heart
i sell my happiness
for the ha.te i cra.ve
the ha.te for myself
the un-cureable eagerness
eagerness to d.ie
di.e a slow
pa.inful
worthful death
i go from one extreme
to the godd.am, pa.inful other
pa.inful, happiness is pa.inful
lions hide evry corner
waiting to pounce
on my vo.unerable
my vo.unerable self
it pounces on my back
wrapping its co.ld
wet arms around me.
its sharp claws dig
dig into my pale
clean forarms
it digs de.eper leaving a sc.ar
a sc.ar people see
they see and they see me as fi.l.th
im a discrace
thats how they see
some p.ity me
they think i have problems,
and they are right.
others think
think bad things
bad bad things
i dont cra.ve attention
i cra.ve pain, my happiness
thats it.
understand me
please
someone must
before i burst
like the ve.ins that used to exist
but are no longer
like my emotions
just like them
they were once mine
once important
once significant
but now sh*t
sh*t sh*t sh*t
sh*t.
sh*t like me.
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