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Hi, my name is Emily
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 | Heartless [Prologue] |
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 4.88 with 8 vote(s)
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| Created: 2009-07-23 23:06:12 |
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A/N: Ideas are rattling around wildly in my mind, and since I was bored I started to write and this is the result. It's the prologue for a brand new series of mine (I know I have, alas, made too many). On this computer my dollmaker doesn't really work, so I just used a fairly nice premade. I know it's short, but anyway, enjoy.
I shouldn’t have said I told you so. I shouldn’t have said I knew it all along. I shouldn’t have said I wasn’t that stupid. I shouldn’t have said I would never do it.
Because I did do it, Andrew. I did it. I know you can’t hear me now, but I so wish you could. I so wish I could tell you I was sorry for it, because I really am, Andrew. I’m such a hypocrite. I wish I could tell you this, and then you would agree with me so we could burst out laughing. I wish, I wish, I wish. Wishing doesn’t seem to solve anything.
And now I wish that I had kissed you that night when you left. I never got the chance. We were always friends, just best friends, and that seemed enough.
It wasn’t. It wasn’t enough, and I knew it. I knew how much you loved me, but I wouldn’t let you tell me because I thought I didn’t love you. I thought that I could never be anything other than friends with you, and I didn’t want to tell you that and crush your heart.
I was wrong. I loved you so much. And I was so stupid, so idiotic, and so selfish not to see that and to keep you with me. I was so stupid not to love you and keep you forever, instead of arguing with you and making you leave my life forever. I was so very stupid; Andrew, so very stupid, and I know that I pay the price for it every second I live now. Every second he strikes his sword through my no-longer-beating heart, every time he makes another hole that won’t kill me, but hurts me and reminds me forever of how I was so stupid.
Because I know that he cut holes in your heart too, Andrew. He cut holes in your heart because I was stupid and argued with you. I made you angry, and so you made that deal with him, Andrew. It’s my fault, every minute of it.
And now I know you roam the Earth, your heart covered in various holes, your eyes filled with sadness and anger. I know that you’ll live for eternity like that. Not living, yet not dying, either.
And I know that in each second there is no chance of you forgiving me. And now, Andrew, I wish I could tell you how sorry I am. I wish I could let you know that I am going to suffer the same fate as you for eternity. I wish I could tell you, so I could see you smile again. It would be a smile of hatred.
But a smile nonetheless. |
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