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Default 01-31-2014, 07:10 PM

"You still have school, Tor. But you should come up for Spring break, which I believe is at the end of March this year. My birthday is during that week, so we can be together for that." Kevin bit his lip and then added, "But the problem about New York isn't that... Liz lives there. I mean, the chances I run into her are incredibly slim, but... you know."
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Torie's entire body stiffened and her face hardened. "But their are still chances. And with the way our luck runs, well, you would run into her. Does it have to be New York? Can't you go somewhere else?'


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"They're closing their studio in L.A, so no... not really. But I won't be drinking any more by then, so it might be fine." Kevin said quietly. "We could hire someone to watch after me. Or maybe my brother would come with me or something, because he doesn't have much else to do... We'll figure that out when the time comes.

Anyway," he continued, "Maybe we should move on to... well, everything else I wanted to talk about is kind of connected. The AR, my fight with your brother, and me feeling unmanly. I'm really sorry about not standing up for you... I know Ryan would've. I was just... scared. I know you think it was cowardly, because even though you told me you only made your comment about me not sticking up for you because you were upset I fought Alex, I feel like you must've been thinking it regardless. The fight with Alex... was somewhat planned, but I didn't expect it to be right now. When we left you, Heather, and Janelle in the room in the hospital the other day, we argued. That was probably obvious by the tension in the room when we came back, which caused you to stress out and leave. But basically, I guess the gist of it is that he called me a wimp, coward, and p*ssy multiple times and it started to get to me, so I thought the only way to make him not think that was to fight him. He thinks I'm not good enough for you, he doesn't see anything positive about me, really."

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Torie squeezed his hand. "You're right. Ryan probably would have ran right into that circle and tried to protect me as much as he could but who knows what would have happened if he did or if you had tried to do that. You are not a fighter, Kevin, and you are not Ryan. Which is perfectly ok. If I wanted to date someone like Ryan, I would be dating Ryan and not be engaged to you. As for Alex, he is just trying to be a big brother and he did like Ryan. Not at first but the two grew on each other. He just needs time to adjust and realize that this is not some flexible decision."


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"I don't see him ever 'adjusting' to like me. He's hated me since we were at the cabin, ever since I started flirting with you. That's likely why he seems to keep telling me how much worse I am compared to Ryan, because he still think I stole you. He told me that I was going to hurt you by making you choose, and that I was going to make you feel incredibly guilty for sleeping with me while Ryan was alive... I didn't want that for you, but I really liked you and I couldn't help myself. I still feel bad about it.

And I feel unmanly because I don't fight, I'm not brave, I'm not all that muscular. I don't know, with all the talk about Ryan today... he's a 'man's' man. This whole 'unmanly' thing goes back to when I was in High School, though, it's just an insecurity I have."
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Meanwhile, it was time for Quinton and Ash's date. Well, Kyle considered it a date. He didn't wear anything fancy, but he did change out of his AR clothes and into his own stuff.

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Torie rubbed his chest. "Love, you did steal me away from Ryan. That is just a fact but it doesn't matter anymore. All that matters is that you and I are together. As for the whole 'unmanly' thing. So what if you are not brave and you don't fight. If I wanted a guy who fought, I would be dating Ryan." She kissed him. "I love you. No matter what anyone ever says, I love you."
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Ash soon came out wearing a pair of nice tight jeans and a simple t-shirt. She had her hair pulled back and a pair of boots on. "Hey. You ready?"


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sHe blushed. "I love you too."

He say much else. Kevin wanted to end it on a high note, but of course his feelings and insecurities were still there. He wanted to break down and cry, but he didn't exactly know why, until he started thinking about it. Kevin supposed that he was upset because of the guilt he was feeling again, for Torie and Ryan's broken relationship. It was his fault, there was no other way to spin it. It was an awful thing of him to do. Not only was he upset about that, but he was an alcoholic and had to leave his pregnant fiancée to go to rehab. He cheated, three times if you count it as twice with Liz and once with the maid at the Rice manor, all because he was drunk. He wouldn't stand up for Torie when she was being attacked by the AR because he was too afraid, but he fought with her brother, who's girlfriend he called a junkie on two occasions. And he got her pregnant at 18, which she still claims to his face that, although not ideal, she's happy about... but that boils down to whether or not he believes her, and part of him believed she was unhappy.

A short while later, he broke the silence by asking her, "Victoria, you do want to marry me, right? You realize it's a commitment for life..."
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Heather had fallen asleep, even though she had tried to stay awake. It was a long flight, and the detox was still causing her to constantly feel tired.

Everything felt... cold. Heather opened her eyes and sat up. She was laying outside, in an inch of snow, wearing nothing to protect her from the cold winter winds. Shivering, she stood up and wrapped her arms around herself. She assessed her surroundings. She certainly wasn't on the plane anymore... what had happened? Heather saw no sign of a coat, or any other clothing for that matter.

"Is this the school grounds...?" She asked herself.

There was the uprights on the football field, the soccer nets, the bleachers... and the school. She walked toward the school, because she'd surely catch a cold outside in this weather... but she never got any closer to the school. Her surroundings stayed the exact same. She looked at her feet, and could see she was walking. It didn't make sense.

"You're dreaming again, Heather." Said a voice from behind her.

Heather turned to the familiar voice and instinctively tried to cover herself up with her hands. "... Why are you putting me through all this?"

Quinton smirked at Heather, "I've seen your body a hundred times, Heather. Why so shy? You're not a shy girl."

Heather figured it was just a dream, and that he wasn't really there. None of this was real. When she realized that, the cold stopped. There was still snow, and it was still winter, but she didn't feel cold. "Why are you putting me through this, Kyle?" She repeated.

"It's easy for you to blame me, Heather, but I'm not real. You do realize that I'm no one. You see me as Kyle, but you know that if you saw him in reality, he would be clueless about this." He replied, same twisted grin on his face. "You're crazy, Heather. Batsh*t crazy. How about you come get high with me?"

Heather blinked, and the voice had changed. It was no longer Quinton looking at her, it was Patrick.

"Kevin was right, Heather, you are a junkie. Embrace it. Stop fighting it." He passed her a pipe and a lighter.

Heather threw it away, "No. I might have been headed in that direction, but I'm not anymore!"

Patrick said nothing, but her glance changed from Heather's eyes, to her hand. Curious, Heather looked down. The pipe she had just thrown was still being held in her hand.

"No... NO. I said, NO!" She broke it, and it once again reappeared. She held it out and growled, "You, take it away from me!"

Patrick took it back and threw it in the air, causing it to disappear. "Gone... but it'll be back, Heather. Only you have control of that, but I see enough people like you daily, that I know you'll always come back."

"You don't know me." Heather kissed.

The person changed again, this time into Janelle. "We know you, Heather, because we are you."

"J-Janie...?"

"No, you just see me as Janelle right now. Why did you hurt her, Heather?"

Heather tilted her head, "Janie...? I never hurt her."

"You told me that you love me." Janelle said, "I thought if Quinton was gone, we could be together, but you went to Alex without giving us a chance."

"I... I do love you, Janelle, but I... Alex, he..."

"Admit to yourself you're afraid of being in a relationship with another woman because you're afraid of being judged."

"That's not true." Heather defended, "People at school know I like women."

"I'm not talking about other teenagers, I'm talking about everyone else. You're afraid of being judged out in public, if we went on a date or if people saw us holding hands. You're afraid of telling your parents. You haven't told them about your sexuality, and your dad uses words like f@g and dyk'e on a weekly basis. You don't want to have to tell your parents, so if you only bring men home, you think you won't have to tell them. They'll assume you're straight."

"My parents, fine, I'll admit I'm nervous about their reaction if I told them about that side of me, but I don't care what anyone else thinks of me."

The person changed, this time... into Heather herself. The real Heather stepped back, while the mirror Heather responded, "You don't care what others think of you? Why lie to yourself, Heather? What's the point anymore? You care. A lot. Why do you throw up?"

"So I can be thinner."

"You do it because you want OTHER people to see you as thin. You see the models in magazines, and you want OTHER people to look at you and see that. You certainly aren't doing it for yourself." The voice paused. "But that's not all, is it?"

Heather looked away, "Let me wake up."

"Some people cut themselves, or commit suicide... The bulimia and your drug use, why do you do it, Heather?"

"I'm not suicidal."

"I said some people are. But you are sad, Heather. You need to admit to yourself why you do these things if you ever want to get better."

Heather groaned, "I hate myself. Being thin makes me feel better about myself, and doing drugs gets my mind away from my feelings."

The voice changed back to Quinton, "Congratulations. You're one step closer to getting better."


Heather jolted up in her seat, looking incredibly bewildered and confused.
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"Very ready." He grinned. Kyle, rather gentlemanly, led her outside.

He looked around and smiled, "Fresh air... it's nice. Other than when Drayden had us evacuate, I haven't been outside since, well, the day I joined. I miss it. I played a game or so of football in the gym, but it's not the same as outside... feeling the cool breeze running through my hair, the sounds of nature..."

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Torie smiled and wrapped her hands around his. "Of course I do. I wouldn't have said yes otherwise." She replied. "What is making you doubt yourself so much? What happened to that co*ky, self-confidence guy that I knew?" She asked, softly.
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Alex tightened his arms around her. "Hey, you ok?" He asked, kissing her temple.
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Ash closed her eyes and breathed in the fresh air. "I know what you mean. The breeze, the sounds, just the feel of being outside. It's liberating, almost." She touched the bark of a tree and shivered. "The energy from the forest...its almost energizing."


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"Most of the confidence was fueled by the alcohol. And I just don't feel all to confident right now. I can't really see myself as a nice guy, right now, just Kevin: The cowardly @sshole who stole an underage woman from another man and got her pregnant and then cheated on her because he drinks too much. I know you're trying to make me feel better, and I appreciate it, but I just... have a lot on my mind. It's been a long week. I don't feel like I have anything to be confident about, and it'll take a few days, maybe longer, to get back in the right state of mind for me."
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"Yeah. I'm... okay. Just a really weird dream... Not exactly a full on nightmare, but... weird."
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Kyle smiled, "Agreed."

As he started walking down the trail, he asked Ash, "So Ash is sort for Ashley, or is it a codename?"
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Torie nodded and snuggled into him. "That's ok. You take all the time you need and I will be here, right next you..." She said, sounding exhausted again. "I love you."
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Alex nodded and rubbed her shoulders. "What happened?"
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Ash shook her head. "Actually a nickname. I grew up in Florida before coming out here and back down there, unbeknownst to the police....I set a couple fires. One time, I didn't get out in time and ended being saved by the fire department. One of my friends said it was like watching me rise from the ashes like a phoenix and Ash took over." She replied, shrugging.


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