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I think I'm a little OCD.
Like, I have to have the correct amount of marshmallows with my cereal if I'm eating Lucky Charms. I hardly eat it, because it takes me forever... And... uh... If I have a bump in say, my ponytail, then I'll just keep feeling the bump- I'll think about it, touch it to see if it's still there, and I'll finally just take my hair out and re-do the ponytail. Maybe I'm just paranoid... O__O |
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I'm on Zoloft now, but before I went on Zoloft I had really bad O.C.D. All the doors inside my house needed to be shut. I would randomly start cleaning things up cuz it would bother me. If I felt something was out of place I would move it. If a picture on the wall wasn't straight I would have to straighten it. So many other stuff too. I just went on Zoloft about a month ago. Anybody else on that? Is anybody nearly as bad as me? rica ♥Happy Halloween! ♥ |
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Especially before I go to bed. And a blinking thing. As my life has improved its become pretty much under control although it used to control my life. I've never told anyone about it though. I hope it doesn't get worse again. ![]() Thankyou Secret Santa! |
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This Mathiea26. My account has been mean to me, and, though I know I put in the correct password, it won't let me in. Its been like this for months, so I just made a new account.
- - - I recall having said I basically had my O.C.D. under control. Unfortunately, this is no longer true. In fact, I think this is the worse it has ever been. If I touch something, I have to touch it again with the other hand, and then keep doing this for an even number of times(preferably multiples of four) until I feel I can stop or have to. If its the latter, I feel REALLY nervous. Before I go to bed, I have to say, in this order: I love you, good night, sweet dreams, and see you in the morning. I have to say them to my brother, then me, then my mother, then my father. If I do it out of order, I have to start over COMPLETELY. I also wash my hands so often, that sometimes they get chapped and red, and they have bled before. Everything has to be an even number, if possible, a multiple of four. I have to lean back, then brush my hair smooth every time I sit down. I have to use the correct amount of toilet paper. I have to always use the same number of pads per day when I'm on my period. I constantly clear my throat, and once I start, its hard to stop. If I notice something out of place, I will not be consoled, and will have to keep working, arranging, or cleaning until everything is in it's correct place or completely and utterly clean. I have literally cleaned for more than an hour straight. I usually will turn the lights on and off repetitively. I have so many more things I do daily, and it is so nerve racking. I've only told one or maybe two people, and that's only because one of them thought they might have O.C.D.. However, I realized quickly that her only problem was with touching dirty things. I can't even touch, say a tissue, that was touched by another tissue, that was touched by a person, who had touched a person, who had a sick dog at home, and had touched the dog. I had it under control, but it came back, far worse than ever before. |
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That is not OCD. OCD is having extreme obsessions and compulsions that you must act on them or you will feel extreme mental discomfort.
My OCD has been getting better. I still feel the need to stack things a certain way and create flat piles, but it is no longer so bad that I reorganize other people's things. I actually feel slightly at ease seeing them, so I believe my OCD might've been stress-related and a way to express control over my life when I had very little of it. |
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I have very slight OCD. If something isn't how I think it should be, I get all twitchy and I don't stop until I fix it.
Edit: My OCD has gotten worse. When I'm walking on the sidewalk, I can NOT step on the cracks, and if I do, I have to go back to the beginning of the square thing on the sidewalk, and step over the crack. ~Not all~ ~There~ |