To all those dealing with depression/bipolar/or just feel alone

[KaraKupkakex]

When i was 13 turning 14 i had a hard time,cuz the way i dressed in school,Everyone called me "emo",I always tried to ignore it but it was hard. When they said it to me it gt quite annoying and i tried to tell them to stop but of coarse noone listened. I had cut my wrists one night,Becuz of it,Bullying. I told my mom and she helped me,Alot.She took me to see some consolers ,dunno how to spell.They helped me to learn to ignore it.I've been good since.But this year is hard .__.

thanx for this... depression hurts. i think i was about nine when i first started showing signs, but i try to hide it from my parents. i dont want them worried. ive never been diagnosed, but i kinda just know its there. i think it happened when my parents got divorced and my dad went to a diff country for a year... but now that hes back it hasnt gotten much better. i have a stepdad now, and my real dad has to leave for iraq TODAY. i have cut in the past, i try not to anymore, but i had to get special permission from school to wear so many bracelets to cover the scars. i seem to not care anymore.. and its getting to where i refuse to eat. suicidal thoughts: yes attempts: no. my friends keep saying that they would help me, but as many of you said i dont want help. i just want to deal with it. im alone almost all day.. i think i just need to reach out.

[Always_And_Forever_MeGeek]

When I was 6, my parents knew I had 'problems'. They took me to a physiologist... I was told I was bipolar. At that time I thought I was a polar bear. -_-

Now I know that I am not a polar bear. My friends abandoned me, all but two. Liz and Kurt. They were my saviors for two rough years (During which I started cutting). Both understood how being an outcast felt. Liz's mother and father were drunks, Kurt was ***, and I was bipolar. We became a close group and they helped me.

I now take medication and go to weekly appointments, to make sure I am not cutting myself any more. I have begun to get out more and feel more confidant. It is hard, trust me, but friends are like a life boat. The y will save you, even if they need saving more.