Just broke up with my first love. -
06-23-2016, 10:57 PM
He was my first love and my first boyfriend. My best friend. It's amazing what one year of intimacy can do to a person. It's as if I've been on my dream adventure and I've lost my only compass, the one who knows me and guides me, rendering me completely lost. When you fall in love, it all feels so surreal; you couldn't imagine life being any different. There's no choice other than making that person a priority. When they chose not to reciprocate, your whole world changes. Everything is different. Your stomach hurts. The external world becomes colorless. Food loses its flavor. Jokes aren't funny. It's very painful listening to those love songs which he dedicated to you. I can manage to find distractions and tell myself that I will get better, but I'm always being reminded of him; all of the memories, the love, the idea of him loving somebody else. I just don't want to feel this way anymore. I wonder how long it lasts.
Last edited by QueenOfLimbs : 06-23-2016 at 10:59 PM.