03-26-2014, 01:51 AM
"I'd tell her that I want another chance and she'd say no, because she could never be with a baby-killing monster like me. That she doesn't remember being and love with me, and never wants to because she thinks I'm a horrible person. That she wants to be with Ryan, marry and start a family with him, because he's an all around better person that me and he makes her happy and I never did."
"I will come see him. I'm not going to ignore his existence. I wish I could be always there for him, but it doesn't seem likely to happen unless we got back together."