09-26-2013, 12:46 AM
"About ok as you can be as you watch your group of friends implode on each other, your best friend is pregnant with two-not one- two psychopaths as their fathers, going up against something that I don't know if I will win anymore, the Program wants my head, and my boyfriend just got out of the da.mn Program and is having memory issues. If I can't even be a leader to my friends or help you remember, how the hell am I supposed to help all of those kids in the Program? I am so far from ok that I don't even remember how it feels to be ok but all I can do is smile and pretend like everything is fine and that the entire world is not crashing down. I haven't been fine since you left." She replied, breaking down into tears.
Janelle turned her cheek. "We both have boyfriends, remember." She whispered, so the guys wouldn't hear her.
Being single doesn't make you weak, it means that you are strong enough to be on your own; Being alone could be a good thing, because there is no drama involved in your life, no pain, and free to do what ever you want. Life is too short to be chasing those who aren't even worth fighting for, you are worth more than that.