08-02-2013, 05:41 PM
Torie was shocked. "He couldn't have been taken. He didn't show any signs. He wouldn't have been a candidate." She collapsed into the nearby table, exhausted. Goddess, please don't let him be in the stupid Program. Please let him be safe and ok. Please, just please, let him be ok. She silently prayed.
She wanted to lean into Ryan but Ella was there. She wondered if they were truly over or if Ryan was just thinking they were or if it was just really complicated. She took Ryan's words with a grain of salt but trusted him.
She sighed. She was just so done. She was mentally, physically, and emotional exhausted. The program was creating there own candidates with how they ran the program. I have to do something. This can't keep going on. Kids are losing theirselves and that can't happen. And what if the Program took away Ryan, Ella or Mike. What would I do then.
Being single doesn't make you weak, it means that you are strong enough to be on your own; Being alone could be a good thing, because there is no drama involved in your life, no pain, and free to do what ever you want. Life is too short to be chasing those who aren't even worth fighting for, you are worth more than that.