07-29-2013, 02:26 AM
For me, its the opposite. Back then, I had goals. I knew where I wanted to go in life and was ready to take on the world. But now I feel scared and petrified. I don't know what I want. But after reading those notes, I realize that being scared and petrified if part of life and sometimes, challenges are the best part of life because without challenges you never grow or learn. I feel like taking on the world again. Like I can make a difference as long as I stay true to myself and true to my heart. I need to stop listening to what everyone else wants for me and decide what I want for me. I need to let things go that don't matter and embrace life and what it brings. I need to not only take opportunities that come my way but also make my own path. I need to embrace Emerson and Moby **** and Thoreau and set my own way.
I feel so....calm. Like I am finally where I need to be.
Being single doesn't make you weak, it means that you are strong enough to be on your own; Being alone could be a good thing, because there is no drama involved in your life, no pain, and free to do what ever you want. Life is too short to be chasing those who aren't even worth fighting for, you are worth more than that.