07-29-2013, 03:26 AM
For me, its the opposite. Back then, I had goals. I knew where I wanted to go in life and was ready to take on the world. But now I feel scared and petrified. I don't know what I want. But after reading those notes, I realize that being scared and petrified if part of life and sometimes, challenges are the best part of life because without challenges you never grow or learn. I feel like taking on the world again. Like I can make a difference as long as I stay true to myself and true to my heart. I need to stop listening to what everyone else wants for me and decide what I want for me. I need to let things go that don't matter and embrace life and what it brings. I need to not only take opportunities that come my way but also make my own path. I need to embrace Emerson and Moby **** and Thoreau and set my own way.
I feel so....calm. Like I am finally where I need to be.