[belladoggy]

Would it kill my mentors to oh, I don't now, be nice and constructive with their criticism instead of turning me into a bluthering, burbling mess of insanity, anxiety, stress, and depression? I am trying so hard to do things right and to do them well and when I reach out because I'm drowning in expectations, negativity, and pressure, I get "well you're SOL you POS." I can't do this. I can't. I can't I can't. I can't. *cue rocking back and forth in fetal position*