08-22-2012, 08:29 PM
So right now I'm staying home from church (again) because I'm feeling like a piece of crap. No matter what medicine I'm taking my allergies just won't go away. I spent 4 hours, inbetween sleep last night, blowing my nose. Probably went through about half the kleenex box.
Anyways I just broke down about a few minutes ago. I'm still teary eyed now. And I really don't know why. (Maybe PMS) It may be because school has started and I'm so stressed between school, church, and other activities. And my guy friend, we haven't been communicating much. I feel like we're slowly slipping apart.
I joined cheer leading because my parents were tired of me not being involved in school. After last practice, since I'm the only one who is entirely new to it, I feel stupid looking clueless when everyone knows a cheer and I don't.
After my breakdown, I went online and checked depression symptoms. It looks like I may have either SAD or Dysthymia. SAD because I never really go outside. Perhaps I should start spending about 30 minutes or so just getting some Vitamin D and good ole sunlight.