08-17-2012, 11:56 AM
First kiss with James: Waiting for his T (kind of a subway) to arrive so he could head up to the bus stop he needed to go hang out a friend's for the weekend. Sitting, waiting, being adorable and holding hands.
The T starts up the tracks from across the river, and we get up off the bench and he gets ready to leave. He starts fidgeting and looking at the train, then back to me, at the train, then me.
Starts to get on the train; turns back, pecks me on the lips and says in the most adorably nervous voice, "iloveyou!" and gets on the train. He waves as it drives off and I can only wave back with the silliest dam.n grin on my face. Ahh love.
High dive into frozen waves where the past comes back to life. Fight fear for the selfish pain;
It was worth it every time. Hold still right before we crash 'cause we both know how this ends.
A clock ticks 'til it breaks your glass and I drown in you again,
'Cause you are the piece of me I wish I didn't need. Chasing relentlessly, still fight and I don't know why!
If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy? If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?