02-12-2012, 04:23 PM
Went to a wonderful dance this past Friday. My amazing friend got our mutual friend and my crush to dance with me, and it was one of the best moments of my life. I've been in a romantic daze the entire weekend, but also hurting. He doesn't like me "that way", but knows I do. I know it seems like just a silly crush, but to me it's more than that. I've never felt this way about anyone. And he doesn't even care. That's what breaks my heart.
Well there's my spew. I'm sure It's just a crush, I just wish it wasn't crushing me...
"I wasnt sure how long I could sustain the effort without breaking in two. It was as though the only thing holding my body together was my one burning desire to be better then Kakarott. Sometimes I thought I was losing my mind. Why wasnt I able to obtain what Kakarott had obtained?! It didnt make any sense. It was infuriating and it was my fury that kept me alive."