Because I have various physical abnormalities, I feel like NO ONE will ever like me. I have low self esteem, I feel worthless and ugly, my body anyway... I know, it's ridiculous to think like this, but everyone wants flat abdomens, sex and breats it seems with everything in the media. I wish someone would love me for me. I don't want to end up a lonely person. I'm weird, I've never had a boyfriend or been asked out. Ugh. There's some really tarty looking girls and they've had MILLIONS of bfs, they have ugly personalities though.

Someone help me here! What should I do to somehow drag my confidence up? I always make sure my hair and makeup is done. I feel my head is the only positive part of me. I don't want to come across as a showoff though. Any ideas?