I always had a problem accept it the way i was & that everything in life happened & i couldn't control it, i try hard everyday to accept that it's the past, & things that happen currently i have no control over, i try to cover up my pain with a cut or two, but lately i've been even thinking about suicide, i don't want to tell anyone, but i know i could use help.
I talk to my friend, _____. She helps me & i'm so very thankful for her, she reasures me that everything will be okay, & not to pull a suicide note on anyone because people love me, & i couldn't be more happy with my true friends.
It's hard to accept life he way it is, but i guess we have to do it..
People would ask me if i cut, & i would say no, who would ever do such a thing? Because i find it that no one needs to know but myself. Or a few very close friends. It's hard for me to even tell my friends the truth, it's very hard to do.