03-08-2009, 11:51 AM
I'm 12 and my mom says I can MAYBE go on group dates. But not until 8th grade. And i agree with her. I have a few crushes but im not mature enough to handle a relationship. And plus I wouldn't my guy friends feelings cause a couple of them like me but I don't like them and I don't want to hurt our friendship. But I have a friend in 5th grade named Natalie and she just got a new boyf. I'm like her big sister. We go to church together and hang out. It wouldn't worry me so much if it was just holding hands on the playground. But no! they have to go out! It just bugs me that this cute little 11 year old girl has to worry about relationships. I don't want to see her get hurt when he pulls a nasty prank on her or says something very rude.
"I wasnt sure how long I could sustain the effort without breaking in two. It was as though the only thing holding my body together was my one burning desire to be better then Kakarott. Sometimes I thought I was losing my mind. Why wasnt I able to obtain what Kakarott had obtained?! It didnt make any sense. It was infuriating and it was my fury that kept me alive."