01-23-2009, 04:35 PM
Not specifically girls, but I seriously don't like the band group at school right now; today, after class, three of my friends who have been in band practically since day one tell me that I'm already the scourge because "I whine too much". Okay, what the hell. I barely said a word to anybody in there and if I did talk, it was asking how things worked and asking if anybody had the music sheets the teacher handed out! (We had, um... think seventeen pieces of music. O_o) One girl has hated me since Chorus back in '06 or whatever year that was, I don't know what her problem is with me and I don't care at this point either because it seems like if you're not in band, you're not good enough to BE in band. Okay, yeah, I quit band in seventh grade because my flute was broken and the place we were renting it from refused to come in and pick it up for repair because we were behind on payments (which were a ridiculous 60-something a month when they'd settled on forty something). So, I quit due to an instument failure.
God I hate my school sometimes.
I stare at the girl in the mirror: T-shirt, torn up jeans, no beauty queen.
But the way that you see me, you get underneath me, and all my defenses just fall away, fall away.
I am beautiful with you, even in the darkest part of me. I am beautiful with you;
Make it feel the way it's supposed to be!
You're here with me: Just show me this and I'll believe I am beautiful with you!