01-23-2009, 04:35 PM
Not specifically girls, but I seriously don't like the band group at school right now; today, after class, three of my friends who have been in band practically since day one tell me that I'm already the scourge because "I whine too much". Okay, what the hell. I barely said a word to anybody in there and if I did talk, it was asking how things worked and asking if anybody had the music sheets the teacher handed out! (We had, um... think seventeen pieces of music. O_o) One girl has hated me since Chorus back in '06 or whatever year that was, I don't know what her problem is with me and I don't care at this point either because it seems like if you're not in band, you're not good enough to BE in band. Okay, yeah, I quit band in seventh grade because my flute was broken and the place we were renting it from refused to come in and pick it up for repair because we were behind on payments (which were a ridiculous 60-something a month when they'd settled on forty something). So, I quit due to an instument failure.
God I hate my school sometimes.
High dive into frozen waves where the past comes back to life. Fight fear for the selfish pain;
It was worth it every time. Hold still right before we crash 'cause we both know how this ends.
A clock ticks 'til it breaks your glass and I drown in you again,
'Cause you are the piece of me I wish I didn't need. Chasing relentlessly, still fight and I don't know why!
If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy? If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?