10-18-2008, 02:24 PM
My guy friend I posted about (we're not dating, but we're definitely more than friends, it's just not, y'know, completely there yet.) comes over to hang out with us sometimes, and he gets along great with my family and that really makes me happy. ^^ Anyway, last week he and his ninth-grade brother came over and we all had a blast, and I had made this practically coma inducing chocolate cake (I need to post the recipe soon. XD) because Isaac wanted to try it one day. They really liked it; he had two pieces! O.O
I've been sick with bronchitis for a little bit now (only found out yesterday) and I've been missing school as a result, and his mother called and asked if I was okay because I texted him through yahoo about what the doctor said. This morning (I stayed at gram's last night to watch wrestling with my aunt, it's a thing we do almost every Friday) she came over to drop off the bowl we'd sent over that had the last of the cake - and it had homemade brownies in it. Isaac made them from scratch and they're absolutely delicious. ^^ He's such a sweetie.
I stare at the girl in the mirror: T-shirt, torn up jeans, no beauty queen.
But the way that you see me, you get underneath me, and all my defenses just fall away, fall away.
I am beautiful with you, even in the darkest part of me. I am beautiful with you;
Make it feel the way it's supposed to be!
You're here with me: Just show me this and I'll believe I am beautiful with you!