10-20-2007, 06:20 PM
I kind of know how you feel, but my phobia wasn't nearly as bad; I just absolutely freaked out when I had to go to the hospital though, because they had to take bloodwork. However, the nurse who did it actually knew what she was doing, and I barely felt anything.
If you ever have to get something done, like shots or something, ask if you can have something to grab onto really really hard; it helps a little. Well, it did for me.
I stare at the girl in the mirror: T-shirt, torn up jeans, no beauty queen.
But the way that you see me, you get underneath me, and all my defenses just fall away, fall away.
I am beautiful with you, even in the darkest part of me. I am beautiful with you;
Make it feel the way it's supposed to be!
You're here with me: Just show me this and I'll believe I am beautiful with you!