07-04-2007, 12:51 AM
All I wanted my boyfriend to do was call me.
I asked him TWICE if he could call me at 10.
Both times he said yes.
I waited untill around 11:20 and called him.
He said he was tired and I was just really sad. I haven't been that emotional in so long, I think its my birth control giving off wacky hormones.
Then his mom got on the phone and pretty much told me I was a s*itty girlfriend and that I was acting like his father (whom I dispise, though I've never met) and I just cannot f*cking deal with all this s*it.
I can't deal with this. I can't meditate right now, even, there's too much anger and sorrow.
Sasi sasi o to aro aro
O angi si nau boroi amu
Ni ma oe e fasi korona
Dolali dasa na, lao dai afuimae
Afuta guau mauri, Afuta wela inomae