[catewilliams]

All I wanted my boyfriend to do was call me.
I asked him TWICE if he could call me at 10.
Both times he said yes.

I waited untill around 11:20 and called him.
He said he was tired and I was just really sad. I haven't been that emotional in so long, I think its my birth control giving off wacky hormones.

Then his mom got on the phone and pretty much told me I was a s*itty girlfriend and that I was acting like his father (whom I dispise, though I've never met) and I just cannot f*cking deal with all this s*it.

I can't deal with this. I can't meditate right now, even, there's too much anger and sorrow.